How could this be... ...

The pressure's building up
I feel like givin' up
How *** I am for my first relationship
Well everything has changed
It'll never be the same
Nobody know me
And I feel so ashamed
It's no diffrent
Everyday it's just the same thing

Now it's been months
So many different shows
Head spinnin' feelin' like it's gonna expolde
And I just wanna know
If anybady out there's feelin' like me
I'm loosin' my mind
And I can't believe
I let this get the best of me
And now I gotta let ya' know

One's got me insane
Cause I can't stand the rain
It's hitting my window pane
A little to much
And now I gotta let ya know
One's got my face frown
Aye
Cause I can't stand the sound
Of the thunder that's crashing down
Upon my house
Now I gotta let ya' know

My pocket i my head is fatter now
Look in the mirror my reflecton looks diferent now
Why do i feel this way
Should I be happy ? ? ?
Should I just ignore ? ? ?
Enerything I've been given
Please help me Lord
It's all over
But I can't escape the rain

Don't let it get to you...

Boy I know you're fed up but things gonna get a lot better
Don't wanna see you give up,whatever you do don't let up

Boy I know that things are hard now
And you're feeling that you're all alone
Cause now you're grown
Can't remember the last time that you were happy
Whatever you do

Every man that you meet on streets
You're looking at him like an enemy
Boy I know that you can't hurt no more
You've been damaged can't hardly trust nobody
And I know that you can just move on
If you let your past go with the wind
So boy just know that

No matter how bad things get
Boy don't let it get to you
I know you're trying to make ends meet
You only got one life to live
So go on and make the best of it
Just try not to let it get to you

I can't...But I will try...

I think of you

When the morning comes and the nightmares goes away

Think that we will be okay

There is nothing stopping me from loving you

What's the feeling taken over me

Baby that's love and it ain't no stopping it

I don't know as far as the eyes can see

Pick up the pace and it ain no dropping it

Always forever I'll be by your side

You're my boy I'm your girl

That's the way it's gonna be

I'm in love with you

And I don't know wherther you're in love with me

I can't believe

If someone like you love me endlessly

If this goes our way my love will always be eternally

You have set my mind my love my heart so free

Together forever however just you and me

Sit down and talk for a minute

Go outside and walk for a minute

It's you and me

To have you right next to me

Here by my side

To take care of you baby

While hugging you tight

Can't imagine my life without you

It's just ain't right

I got a whole lot of loving

And you gotta get someday